So AF arrived yesterday morning. I was really hoping that this was my month.
I had a hard time last night, I cried at the new Foldgers commercial where the brother comes home from Africa or where ever.
Then I decided to snap out of it. Today was my last day at work until Monday, and then I am taking next Wednesday through the following Monday off because my Mom is coming to visit!
I decided to snap out of it because Christmas is my favorite holiday . . . .and I have let IF impact too much in my life all ready.
2011 is a new year with new hope and new chances. I read one of my favorite blogs by Faith and one of her more recent posts is about how Christmas 2009 she was grieving her recent miscarriage and this year she has a beautiful baby boy through adoption and a little girl on the way.
I am not saying I expect two babies next year, but it does go to show how much can change in a year!!!
Also, I want to make a quick comment on the newest 16 and Pregnant. The one where the girl makes an adoption plan, follows through (but only for a few days), then decides to parent (but only for a few weeks). Then she goes back to her original plan. Oddly, I am very grateful that MTV showed this side of adoption.
I have never been a part of an adoption, but this one seemed to show a pretty accurate picture. Mostly in the sense of how difficult it is for the birth mother. I also liked this one, because the birth mother was given guidance, but I still felt like she was given the choice.
Anyways, thought I would update everyone on my 18th straight BFN.