Well, after our whirlwind of IF testing and treatment in the last few weeks, we get a break. This is not a break chosen by us, but I am grateful for it. We are going to an excellent urologist, but he was totally booked up for four weeks. Thus the wait.
During this time I am trying to gain perspective. I am trying to step back and recognize how much I have.
I have an AMAZING husband, a super supportive family, great friends, a good job, a nice house, and furbabies. Even before IF I would have to stop myself from always wanting more, not fully appreciating what I have. Now it is a little harder to do, because I don't think it's unreasonable to want a child (whereas before I would want a bigger house, or more money for clothes shopping).
Either way I am taking the next week and a half to fully appreciate what I have, rather than worry about IF.
On a side note, I am so excited about the holidays coming up. I love this time of year, spending time with family, lots of days off of work, and getting people "THE" perfect present!!!!! I am actually all done with my shopping, except for my one brother (he's 15 so he changes his mind at least three times before he decides what he wants)!